The Book
50 Shades of Blue
A memoir of faith, grief, and the grace that meets you in the deep.
About the Book
What happens when the ocean becomes your theology?
50 Shades of Blue is the story of one woman's journey through grief, doubt, and the kind of faith that doesn't flinch. Written in the voice of someone who has stood at the water's edge and finally waded in, this memoir is for anyone who has ever felt the pull of something deeper — and wondered if they were brave enough to answer it.
"I didn't find God on the shore. I found Him in the deep."
Inside the Book
A Glimpse at the Journey
Blue Eyes
Shade: The blue I was born with — the one thing no one could take.
Midnight Blue
Shade: The darkest blue there is — the hour the light went out.Grief arrives like a wave you didn't see coming. This chapter is about what happens when the ocean stops being a metaphor.Jesus wept — before He did anything else at a graveside, He wept. God was not offended by my screaming at that bedside; the Psalms scream too.The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit
Flashing Blue
Shade: The blue of emergency lights — and of a traffic light
Behind Blue Eyes
Shade: The blue no one sees
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